4.11.08

Symptom 1: Chest Pain, Cough and Loss of Appetite

The more I watch Grey's Anatomy, the more it reminds me how close I'm to death. It's not that close literally but it's close. How close? I don't have an answer to that.

I'm having a pain, which I decided to hide from people's knowledge. It's not that I don't want people to be worried of me, it's because I wasn't sure whether this disease is real or it's just part of my fantasy.

Parts of the symptoms of this pain that I'm currently undergo is frequent chest pain, routine cough and loss of appetite. I've been suffering from chest pain since I was 17 but I kept telling myself it's just a normal chest pain, it won't do any harm. But I guess now, it turned the other way round.

There's nothing I can do with the cough, though I'm supposed to get medicine for it. The last time I took it, it doesn't work the way it was supposed to be. And the medicine made me sleepy, that's the consequences of taking medicine, it makes you weak.

And loss of appetite, I really don't know what went wrong with my diet. There's a funny feeling I'm having with my stomach that I'm not able to take some food because I don't feel like eating it. At times, I lead myself to starvation. I still think that I'm overweight and I don't look thin, which makes me having this tendency to force myself to throw back the meals that I've taken and medically, it's not good.

I guess my habit on delaying things have trapped myself within health problems. I wish I have the courage to meet doctors and seek the solution to all this funny feelings. Like I said earlier, I'm scared if it turns out factual that I wish it would never be or what I'm think is actually my own imaginary.

Am I just being overreacting with the symptoms or am I supposed to act this way? Get a life, Amir!

15 comments:

Mr Final said...

Chest pain..HUrmm.. dah gi jumpe dr ke?

Batuk tuh, jgn minum minuman berais ok dan amal minum air slalu

Loss appetite. satu cara sumbat jek ape makan, dan jgn kuarkan blk. Cara len, makan kerap dan bukan makan banyak dalam satu masa.

Coz mmg akan menjadi sengal bila kene gastrik. Sumtimes amik mase seminggu atau 2 minggu baru nak pulih.

Oh lagi satu amalkan minum susu.

Sekian tq
FINALSOLUTION

defactohokage said...

woi sengal...huuhu.ko makan ubat yang sengal kenapa??, ni kau makan ubat yang sengal, how it will work if you take a sengal medicine...hahahah!!..sengal, sengal..well..just a simptom or not..otherwise think before you take a medidcine..hehe

Sengal Ubi said...

Mr Final,

Berjumpa doktor itulah paling selamat, namun itulah paling susah untuk saya lakukan.

Tidak tahu mengapa saya terlalu ego untuk berjumpa doktor, walaupun sekadar rutin pemeriksaan biasa.

Sengal Ubi said...

Izzuddin Laha,

Sengal itu memang ada dalam diri, tidak perlu mengambil ubat. Kau pun teman sesengal aku kan? Mana la tahu tiba-tiba aku terbelajar Syariah, dah dikira setaraf dengan kau.

Ada berani? Entah la. Insaf kejap.

Mr Final said...

Ego atau Takut? dua bende yang berbeza sama sekali

defactohokage said...

hahaha..think b4 you going through with that..hehe...im guess laa amir, you will give up with that coz u must have a bsic of arabic which is strong in your 'heart' to learn syariah..otherwise u take it in our language..hahaha..oh my arabic..so broken a many bit..wakaakaka..

Sengal Ubi said...

Mr Final,

Mungkin bukan ego, mungkin takut. Terlalu rumit pemikiran yang pendasarannya tidaklah serumit mana.

Sengal Ubi said...

Izzuddin Laha,

Sebab tu insaf kejap. Down terus. Kau jelah ajar aku. Baru kau boleh jadi manusia berguna sikit. Takdelah LAHA memanjang!

Muahaha~

defactohokage said...

laaa..we're friend kan..hehe..no wonderlah if you say im a laha one, so u must be a laha one also..muahahaha...!!!!

Mr Final said...

Encik Ubi.. defactoHokage ini dari kampung daun ke pasir ek?

Sengal Ubi said...

Encik Final,

DefactoHokage adalah seorang mahasiswa Syariah yang terkeliru dengan diri sendiri.

Motif terkeliru?

raja said...

btoi3..awk memag kna jmpa doktor la..buangkn ego dan takut awk..nway,saya doakn awk cepat sembuh..xda la sakit memanjang..amin....

Mr Final said...

keliru?? oh mcm lagu ajai nrul tuh ek?

defactohokage said...

jap, jap...ini yang membuatkan aku keliru??..en.final keliru dengan apa??..ada soalan untuk saya??

✿nurul.nuha✿ said...

maybe stress kot.. anyhow, jumpa la doktor! kang melarat plak.. =S