Hate... Dislike...

I felt empty.

I went back home last weekend and I felt good. I felt so good that I wanted to quit my life now and get back to the good old days.

I needed a vacation to break me up and all these while, I've spared my life with rationality and emotion, juggling up all works at the same time.

I'm a workaholic and I'm about to make no change.

People don't see that I was depressed. People don't see that I was frustrated. People don't see that I was disappointed over myself and my surrounding. People saw the happy and will always see the happy me. I don't show the inner me a lot and I know I'm suck at it, but sometimes, I need to back off.

Back off from all the pain and enjoy life at its best. But it's hard to do that.

I don't hate people for anything. I don't do that. I believe everybody has their own way of doing things and I can live fine with it. I just dislike people for some reasons and have no desire to socialize and befriend with. I don't have time to do that. I'm selfish and yet, I'm selfless. Everything is not about me, but it's for me and my surroundings' own good.

I know people dislike me and I give no fuss about that. I don't need people to like me if they don't want to. I'm sarcastic, harsh, choosy, fussy, radical, irrational, emotional, conservative, liberal, whatsoever you call it.

I don't care and it doesn't matter because this is my life that I'm living it, not yours. So, I give no darn of your dislikes on me. Not at all.

Life is terrible, especially when I'm in it. If you don't like it, then just go away.



atiqahtuty said...


Anonymous said...

sooo..pity what..im still your friends ok..hehe:)

Dalila Husni said...

ish amir
awat hang ni?
jgn la macam ni..

good things come when u least expect them =)

Sengal Ubi said...


takde pape lah. saje buat kecoh. huhuhu~

aLan said...

rilek la..tarik nafas panjang2..dalam2..n then hembus perlahan2..

jgn stress sgt k..

Sengal Ubi said...


ko kawan aku yang paling choy dan laha... tapi aku sayang ko... hahaha! *geli gila ayat aku*

Sengal Ubi said...


yup. aku selalu pesan dekat diri aku to expect the unexpected...

Sengal Ubi said...


kena buat breathing betul-betul. huhuhu~